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Nov. 3rd, 2010

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Solid Gold Entrepreneurs

As the days continue to grow shorter I feel that urge to hibernate that I believe all mammals feel at some point or another. Its too damn cold outside! It gets worse with heating bills, one must wonder how much THAT is going to be next month. First month of it being on and I'm predicting in the 100s range!

But life has its good side. Doing well in school, working hard at it! School is really humbling though... you read so much and you think "Could I do that? This whole writing thing?" The putting of pen to paper or more likely fingers to keys and unloading pure insight onto the page. I don't think enough credit is giving to those who search not for happiness, or wealth (maybe that's saying too much) but for some inkling of humanity. One droplet of the thing that makes us one, a few sentences, a witty phrase, hell the whole book could just be culminating to one big "OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH!". I know I sound like a snob now! Not to mention a poor grammar, bad spelling chump but, I just cant get over the feeling that not enough emphasis can be placed on the importance of human expression.

Now I feel tired, wanted to write more (did but erased it) but I lost the energy.

Aug. 16th, 2010

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School is creeping up!

Jeez this summer has dragged. I mean in some ways I felt rushed, like with finding an apartment and the newly discovered revelation that food does not replenish itself in my fridge naturally *Shocker*. It was a very hot summer and for that I am grateful, hot summers and cold winters are the way to go fuck all that mild crap ;-).

So school is almost here. I feel like for me it has already started. A research project I did that was accepted to do a seminar at Seneca Falls was supposed to be fine as is. But after a delightful little dinner meeting at my adviser's house I discovered that more research is due! And man is it going to be hard if I don't finish it up before school starts @.@. Just have to hope I don't fall into my habit of procrastinating for things that are months away >.>.

I'm psyched me and ame have a class together hehe ^^. She can do all my hw ;P, and we can help each other with our assignments. Kay well I'm not very skilled about writing about myself, just had the urge to do so, mostly as a to do list so here that is and I'm done.

To Do
-Secure Financial Aid
-Get tutoring job through Crista Greenberg
-Order books from Amazon
-Finish research for Feminism seminar
-Work out 3 times a week for an hour each
-Visit Lise Bisey and give her a hug (:P)

Will add to this if I need to.

Sep. 27th, 2009

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here we are...

and there we were. I love the violin and the viola. Have you ever considered what it is you like about certain kinds of music over others? Is it something you can put in to words? Music is so fluid and wonderful I don't think we will ever truly understand its mysterious effects on our moods and minds. I feel transcendent listening to a well composed piece of music. I also enjoy the more silly side and the fun side of it. Music is definitely something to cherish and explore. With all the frontiers already taken the only thing left to explore is ourselves and in this age of leisure what better time I say. I spend a lot of time making opinions but not a lot considering why I made them. Been trying to work on that. It's hard you know. To feel completely aware of yourself. Sometimes I wonder what the point is. Im happy why dwell? But without curiousity I wouldnt amount to much... Well enough about that I suppose. It's Autumn and the leaves are just starting to turn its very beautiful. Funny it doesnt feel like ive been cold for awhile, like it's been warm for a long time which can't be possible since this is upstate ny. I was thinking about it though I havent felt cold in awhile and its become difficult to deal with it. Might be a problem >.>, Anywho I've been thinking a lot lately about the state of things in my life. It's quite silly but I worry things are going too smoothly. I might be getting too comfortable again. I need a challenge of some calibur. I wonder if this lack of interest or fire is pill related. Most likely Id say. The benefits outweigh the drawbacks though. I just wish there was a happy medium.

Aug. 11th, 2009

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love love.

this entry is a test :)
ame's is setting up aaron's journal.
<3 love.
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